Wednesday, May 7, 2008

long-fucking-Beltaine-post

Well well well. Where to begin?

The night before Beltaine, Master gave me a sealed envelope. "I want you and M to open this together," he told me. "Before 11 AM tomorrow." I flagged M down later that night and we went to my room, where we opened the envelope to find a card inside. Master had written instructions in it: we were to buy a bottle of wine for dinner the next day, and we had to exchange three non-consecutive kisses during play rehearsal.

The next day, M and I scrounged up a good amount of money and walked to the alcohol store, where we picked out three bottles of wine. Since she didn't have work until 4:30 and I wasn't required anywhere before rehearsal at six, we decided to stop by the local coffee shop and hang out there for a while. We got hot cocoa and soup and talked for hours, mostly reminiscing about our respective high schools. M went to work and I went to play rehearsal, which M was supposed to join after she got off her job, but unfortunately there was an emergency at her work so she couldn't come to practice. :(

Originally we all were supposed to go see Iron Man after rehearsal, but I wasn't able to get off my night job, so Master and M went without me. As the night wore on, I got pretty lonely - and anxious. The movie was supposed to start at nine, but it was almost midnight before they returned. Turns out they walked to the theater (and in the rain, no less). Goofballs. In any case, as soon as M showed up at my door, all my worries melted away, and we went down to Master's apartment.

Master cooked us dinner - spaghetti with alfredo sauce - and we shared a bottle of Menage-a-trois. (M and I HAD to buy it!) When the time came, Master disappeared into his bedroom and lit some candles before returning with a leash for M. He told me to wait in the kitchen as he and M went into the bedroom. I waited; after what seemed ages, Master returned again. He kissed me and said, "I have something for you. Would you like to see it?" I nodded, and he took me by the hand and led me into the bedroom, where M was bound and blindfolded, on her hands and knees on the bed. "Touch her," he whispered in my ear. "Caress her back." I was a little hesitant at first because of shyness, but I reached out and began to run my fingers over M's back, then leaned in to kiss her smooth skin. Master lifted up the back of my shirt and started doing the same thing to me.

Then Master had me remove my clothes as well; now both M and I were in our underwear. I sat in front of her on the bed, and then Master revealed to her how much I love having my feet/ankles touched. >.< M worked her way up my legs and my torso, and while she was busy playing with my breasts, Master took one of the candles and dripped hot blue wax on her back.

She really liked that.

Once she was coherent enough to think again, M went down on me. It was the first time a woman has gone down on me, and the first time in a loooong while anyone other than Master had. Though it felt amazing, I was shocked by how different it was. I mean, you'd think there isn't a whole lot of variation in how things are done down there, but the way M approached it was completely different than Master - and yet still mind-blowingly good. Though I am easy to please. :) There was also an ice cube involved elsewhere on my body at some point, but my recollection is a bit foggy from the endorphins.

M and I switched up positions, and I began to play with her. I knew I wanted to try going down on her, but I was still nervous. Master coached me along gently, not giving orders so much as suggestions. Once M's underwear was off, I just kinda froze and stared like, Uhh... what do I do?! So Master demonstrated. Even after he did, I still wasn't sure how to find M's clit. I didn't want to say as much because it was kind of embarrassing, but Master seemed to realize I was having trouble and helped me out.

It actually tasted pretty good. Sometimes the taste was a little too strong for me and I had to back off, but at no point was I like, "EWWW NASTY." When I described the taste to Master the next day as "bitter and sour at the same time," he nodded with a look of, Yup, that's vagina all right, on his face. The entire time I went down on M, I was thinking, Oh I hope M likes this. Am I doing it right? She seems to like this... should I be doing that differently? Then Master started playing with me and I got... distracted.

Finally, it was Master's turn. I pounced on him because I loooove giving head. M was more hesitant because she hadn't gone down on a man in a long time. We reassured her that she didn't have to do anything if she wasn't comfortable with it, but she insisted on it - and did a good job, judging from Master's reaction. Then Master lay on his back and gave M oral while I took him in. I had trouble, though, because my cootch was still sore from the beginning of the week. (That's what happens when you have sex five times in under 24 hours. >.>) Master knew about my soreness and could tell I was having difficulty, so he had us switch things up; he entered M from behind while she went down on me again. Except she got so excited that she started using WAY more teeth than I like, so eventually I just held her close while Master pleasured her. I think that was my favorite part of the evening, right there: holding M tightly, her hands in mine, sharing the pleasure that she was feeling. It was beautiful!

There was also some spanking of both me and M at some point in there, but, like I said, my recollection of time is pretty shaky. It was basically all one mess of awesome.

When M was all worn out, Master and I decided to try again, but I was just too sore and we had to stop. At that point it was like three or four in the morning, so we decided it was time to go to bed. So we all snuggled together in Master's big bed and fell asleep - probably one of the best sleeps of my life!

I know M wants to play again sometime, and Master and I do too. I want to/should find M and have some girl-talk with her about it, but I'm just too damn shy so I haven't gotten around to it yet. I do know, however, that I'd like to spend more individual time with M in a non-sexual setting before we do it again. Like a "date," maybe. I mean, I feel closer to her now than I did before - or I feel like I should be closer - but I don't know any more about her. So I'd like to fix that. In any case, Beltaine went excellently, even though I wasn't able to play as much as I like and there wasn't nearly enough tying-up-of-kitten for my tastes. ;P

So. Time to take stock, reconvene, and figure out where to go from here!

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