Sunday, January 30, 2011

Corrupting the innocent

I'm debating whether to invite a guy that I've been hanging out to play with me. On the one hand, I'm not sure if he's into it. Also, we haven't even kissed - just played video games and had drinks together. On the other hand, I want to get tied up, dammit.


Sunday, January 23, 2011

Toughen up

I visited Master this weekend, and I. Am. SORE. :(

I have the impression that I'm not able to take as much "abuse" as I used to, when we were playing on a regular basis. He can't spank me for as hard or as long before I've reached my limit, and I get sore from sex more easily.

Or so it seems to me. Maybe I'm just conveniently forgetting the soreness of times past in the fog of nostalgia.

In any case, I'd still like to work up my endurance to withstand spanking, flogging, etc more. Now that we live relatively close together we can play more often, which I think will help. I think just getting in better physical shape in general will help, too. (I'm going to try exercising more regularly - Master's orders! :D) I suppose finding people to play with regularly in my city would help too, but I'm kind of hesitant to join up in the scene there. No particular reason - I'm just shy. But I am meeting people who are probably kink-friendly, so there's promise that I'll find people. WE'LL SEE.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Kinky geek, geeky kink

This weekend I had a surprise visit from Master, who convinced me to go on a spontaneous road trip to see Tapeti. While at first I wasn't keen on driving that far only to spend a day there, it was definitely worth it.

We came up with a new position! Well, it's more like a variation on an existing one. Master fucks me from behind, while Tapeti is beneath me, and she wraps her legs around my waist. Then Master can grab her legs and use them as leverage to fuck me. We all loved it; next time we're together, Tapeti and I will have to switch places to see what that's like.

I also got some nice, good spankings in, as well as some domination. Master got pretty creative - I liked it a lot. ^_^ He tied me up with some LAN cables and whipped me for a bit with one (without the hard ends that you plug into things), though that was too harsh for me, generally. I think I'd need a lot more preparation to enjoy it.

He also made me live-blog having sex with him, kind of. We were snuggling, and I wanted to have sexy-time, but he insisted that I update this blog. I protested a bit, but it was no use, so I got my laptop and started typing. As I struggled to come up with something to write about, he knelt next to me and started touching himself. Naturally, I was distracted by this, but he ordered me to keep typing - even when he grabbed my head and made me start sucking him off, and then when he started fucking me. He ordered me to type what I was thinking and feeling while he did it.

I'm not going to post exactly what I typed; it was too racy and embarrassing even for this sex blog, and it'd be mostly incomprehensible anyway since my spelling, understandably, went flying out the window. Master read it out loud to me afterward, though, which added another layer of domination to it, since he was reading my very thoughts - and it was a little bit embarrassing, but not in the bad way.

However, I think it'd be fun to find more creative ways to involve technology with kink. Live blogging sex is one way; I think doing something with video games would also be interesting (and not just the kink games you can find online). Maybe whoever wins a round in a video game gets to be the top for that evening? That's almost too easy, though; I'm sure there are more creative ways to go about video game kinkiness. Then again, I'm a huge geek, so of course I would find that fun.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

New year, new stuff.

Master, Tapeti and I finally got to get together as a triple. We had a nice talk about what we wanted our rules of our relationship to be, since our situation has obviously changed a lot since we were first together. I updated my old rules post to reflect our new guidelines.

I went on a date a few days ago, kind of. Actually, I'm not sure if it was a date, which I suppose could be problematic, but I've never really done the grown-up dating scene before. We just had a few beers, played go, and talked a lot. The guy actually went to college with my best friend from high school - what are the odds? In any case, at least OKCupid is helping me find cool friends.

I haven't been tied up and beaten in too long. :( We never seem to get around to it when Tapeti or Master visits. We're too caught up in SEX SEX SEX NAO!!! to pause to grab the rope. At the time I don't mind, obviously, but afterwards I realize, oh, I never got to do [kinky thing I wanted to do]. And then I am sad-face.