I'm trying to decide if the infrequency of the kink scenes I can participate in is a good thing or a bad thing.
On the one hand, I'm more sensitive, which means it doesn't take as much to get the same subjective effect.
On the other hand, I can't take as much abuse! It wounds my pride. I also worry that Master gets frustrated if he can't do all the mean things he used to.
So what could I do to keep myself "in practice," as it were? I don't usually go for self-inflicted sadism, but maybe it's worth a shot.